am I hiding something from myself?

I don't even know, all I know is I need to be happy and stay happy. bcause when I'm happy I think everything gonna be just fine.

well, I tried.

I tried alllll the time. but sometimes it get a little too hard to handle.

u know I don't like this sad feelin that come up to me. its sucks.

so let me smile more and be happy,please.

#nightthought