so.....
today I lost my 962654216236123864753 photos in my laptop
and stupid me I don't have any back up of those photos
actually it's my second time something like this happen to me again.yeah again.

it happened a year ago.
I was updating  ios in my phone and that's it.all my precious moment in 2014 lost.
I cried,i cried like i lost someone,i cried so much in my room until I fell asleep.haha
call  me a fool or dumbass or whatever u want to call me for cry just because I lost some photos but it means a lot to me,they are like my precious moment that I captured.
and if I lost it, it felt like I lost half of my life.

and now,something like that happen again.
it's my photos since I was a baby until 14 years.14 YEARS :)
so practically  I lost 14  years of my life or I felt like I lost it.
but, strangely I didn't cry this time.
I was so shock until i can't say anything,i mean I can't believe those photos disappear  just like that.

then I remember in that file there are my pictures when i in 'GENTA kampung inggris'
when I was with my friends, when i'm graduate,when i'm teaching for pkl in tuban,when I was on vacation with my friends,family and etc.
and my childhood photos... gosh I don't know what to say :(

and the most important thing is I lost my mom photos, my mom didn't really like to take a photo in her life. in that file there are just 4 or 5 photos of her and now they are gone.
iI don't know what to say anymore
she's gone and the photos are gone too...

I'm that kind of person who likes to throwback and  take a look to my photos and smile by myself remember about that time.
gosh how could I lost something precious just like that? it's so annoying because I don't have any back up.



it's not about the photos.
it's about the adventures and experience that i felt
i want to share it with everyone so they know about half of my life and i want to show those photos to my children to be.

haha lol but it's true I really want to share my childhood moment or my precious moment to my children through some photos tho.


Its okay, I learn from this.

I need to move on and make new memories hehehe





regards,

amel.